Wow, I just had an interesting experience at the grocery store. It's probably due to my spending a lot of time here today and feeling a lot closer to my girl inside, but it still surprised me a bit. As I was leaving the store I saw a young woman going in. She was lovely and wearing a beautiful summer dress, with a fantastic figure. Now as a guy, that is probably one of my biggest buttons .. I just love girls in those dresses. But I found myself also thinking how much I'd love to try out a dress like that, and how great her hair looked, and her shoes. Quite honestly not the reaction I expected.
After returning to my car after getting my mail I got to see here again, putting her groceries in the car and leaving. I was overwhelmed a bit thinking how beautiful and feminine and comfortable she looked, and how I'd like to feel that way. Now at 6'+ I'll never look that petite and pretty, but with what I'm learning here I may be able to feel that way.
Time to start doing sit-ups though 'cause this little bit 'o belly won't look so good in that dress I could use a program to lose about 4" in the waist, but maybe add a little in the butt Another good effect of this embracing my feelings, the motivation to look better:GE: Hmmm ... do I want to become the girl I always wanted, or girl I always wanted to be ?? hmmmm
Thank you all again for being here. I have faced, felt, and expressed more in the last 2 days than in my life I think. I'm probably more unsure of where I really fit in the whole spectrum of sexuality, romance, and all, but now believe the journey of discovery is a good thing, a neccessary thing, for me to truly find my place, my peace.
Kisses,
Sasha:be: