I was like most of you and had to get my oppurtunities to dress growing up, and of course I was caught by my parents, which of course was hard and embarrasing, I used to think that this was a phase and would pass, but it never went away, and have felt more lately that I enjoy my girl time. scince getting on my own it is nice to have plenty of time to develop my look. and thanks to many of you, I have done well, with your tips and advice, thank you. I work at the local Wal-mart store here, not sure if there are any others here that do or not but it's an alright place I guess. I just can't shop there without outing myself though so I usually go to the place I live next door to. there isn't many places for those like us to go here, but the scenery is spectacular and I do feel a little isolated here, but do ok with it. as I have mentioned my parents and relatives are not acceptive of this side of me which is a little hard, but I deal with it, and wish I were a full time girl and think about that often, as many of you do at times I'm sure. I'm usually a little shy until I get to know a person, but felt that this was a place I could come to that was acceptive and I could be who I feel I am. I just don't have anyone that I really know that would really understand this side of me so that is a little hard as well. as you have seen in my pictures I'm a conservative girl, and just like to look nice, and fit in as any normal girl would it is just who I am. I did get some outdoor pictures that most of you saw recently, whish was fun, it was nice to be outside for once, it's something I'm working on just to get out a little, usually I'm a little nervous as I haven't gone out in public dressed much so I'm working to get over that, and will be more comfortable once I do although there isn't many my age here who have the same interests to go out with, to get pictures but definitely would if I had a little help. I think most like us here don't get out to often. at least that I have seen. anyway that 's a little more about me for now... thank you. Gail