Ok so this is were I'm at now.
The last year has been a bit tough for me, the old guilt about my crossdressing creeped back. I had had just been thinking I was coping with my crossdressing and that evil little voice popped into my head. Personally, I think its was the come down after the pink fog ecstasty
But things are getting back on an even keel, found caring SO, we are talking about my crossdressing and she is being understandering. I think we have found a compromise which I'm happy about
I'm still a person of two halves but at least being fairer on myself
Why am I sharing this with you, well some of us have an easy, but most ride the rollercoaster, and I think I'm starting to enjoy the rollercoaster