ok...lately i've been thinking a lot about crossdressing. no matter what i'll always think of myself as a crossdresser. i love/loved doing it. i say loved because i'm unable to dress anymore. about 2 years ago i was in a car accident that left me a quadriplegic. it sucks...although i tell myself that someone else has it worse than i. but i think about crossdressing a lot now. i'm a closet cd'er and dont want anyone to know about it. but not being able to dress is bothering me and i want to do it pretty bad. i get on the internet everyday and shop around looking at shoes, hosiery, dresses, bras and panties, and pretty much everything else. i wish like hell i could buy myself everything to dress fully. i want to be dressed fully for one day...that would be a godsend. the only time i get to dress is in my dreams...i dream about crossdressing a lot.
i'm in college right now and will be here for another 4 years...but i plan on buying everything i mentioned when i'm out living on my own. better yet, i hope they come up with a damn cure for spinal cord injuries before i graduate. that would be so incredibly awesome. then i'd never need help with anything.