After I cut my hair last nov. second, I thought I'd get away from the dressing for a bit. I did for a few months, now I'm dressing more often. I get strong urges to come out to my sister, I'm not sure why though. I think it's partly to apologize for using her clothes, it's also partly in hopes that she'll help me out with clothes and such. She's a very open-minded person, but there's always that small small chance of getting rejected by here, disowning me, etc. That would be very very bad, one of my few friends I have, heh. We get along really well.
Once after I took a shower(when I had long hair), my hair dried up and I let it down cause it was all afro-ish(thank you humidity). Just wanted to show her as a joke of my afroness. "wow, you look like a woman" she said, smiled and left the room. That was quite a compliment unbeknowst to her.
Also, previous to that she had jokingly asked me If she could dress me up cause she never had a little sister to do that too. I of course declined. since I'm 99% sure she was joking. I'll probably never know how that would have gone.
Anyways, I just needed to let some of this out, since it boogles in my mind ALL day long.
Edit: Since I'm so awesome, I put this in the wrong section, can someone move to MTF please.