The other day it occured to me how much I have changed. I feel I have to have makeup to go out, even if it's just foundation and mascara, I feel naked without it. Almost all my pants are womens, my hair is growing out nicely and it all feels so normal to me. When I look in the mirror I actually think I good, but then it occured to me, am I fooling myself? When I go out and run errands I feel like a normal person. Do I come across as normal or am I so tired of it all I just don't care anymore?
I think I've honestly gotten to the point I just don't care anymore. Even when shopping the cashier went to hand me my reciept and said, "Thank you... ( looking down at the reciept ) uh.... Thank you very much.
Really, I have no idea how I am precieved. I don't want to be a woman but I don't feel like being tossed in the boat with men as most are real jerks, something I am definately not.
Any thoughts, has anyone else been like this? I will say it feels good not to be stressed out 24/7