Well, Ive been doing much thinking over the last few months and I have decided that Im going to hang up my heels and trade them in for an M-16. Back when I was 18 I was going to join the Marine Corps and when I was with my gf, I let her talk me out of going to boot camp, ever since that day Ive been kicking myself in the butt for doing it. Now a couple years later, Im officially starting to work myself back in the same conditioning routine as I was in before to get ready for boot camp. I have a lot of regrets about things in the past and this is one choice I made that I made a huge mistake on, lucky enough for me, I can reverse this step before its too late. I really hope the crossdressing thoughts and things like that wont affect my ability to so train and become a Marine.
I was wondering, any of you that were in the military with dressing, can you find a peace to not let the idea or actions of dressing interfere with living a military life?