How do you girls do it? Today was my first time in months I could get dressed up for a couple of hours. I have spent the past 6 months working nights and weekends finishing off my basement. I wondered all through that work why I bother to keep my suitcase full of my girly things. I thought about purging many of times while doing that work. Today my wife was out riding the horse and my daughter was visiting the grandparents. It felt so great to be Rachel again. I know now why I keep my things because I love being Rachel even if only a couple hours a year. I can't descibe how great it feel to be dressed. I am sure most girls have the same feelings. I need someone to help me with makeup. All I put on was foundation and lipstick. I posted a picture to help me be free for the day. If they made a pill today to stop ones urges to crossdress, I would never take it. It is almost like being in a fantasy for me. Sorry to waste your time, I just needed to write. TAke care girls!