Childhood fantasies - ?

[Linda C]

Just curious - what was the first time that you became aware of the femme mystique? And was it overpowering?

For me the first time was in a doctors office. I was with my mother and she was have a girlie check up and there was a woman (must have been in her thirties- I was ten or so) in the waiting room. She was dressed to kill - she had a tan dress on with tan stockings and strappy high heels on they must have been four or five inch at least. She had long black hair and just the right amount of makeup. The one thing that pops out in my mind about her the most was the way the instep (top) of her foot was arched like the back of a dolphin and she had nylons on with big seams that rode across her toes just perfectly - it took me months to calm down about her. To this day - I still get worked up thinking about her and how sexy she was. I think that she looked a little like Ann Curry from the today show - who I think is super sexy.. Let me know about your first time... !

Oh - and do you feel like it had an impact on your choices in life?

[Deborah Jane]

I remember at school aged about 12 we had a new English teacher started.
She was in her mid twenties, slim and she just had something about her, sort of sexy and sophisticated!!
She had slighty curly medium length blond hair, was always immaculatly made up and always dressed very smartly with a hint of alluring. She always wore the same perfume [i never knew which one, but would recognise it in an instant if i smelt it].
If we misbehaved in class the punishment[?] was that we would have to sit at the desk directly in front of her, so that she could keep a closer eye on us.
I still don,t know to this day whether she was my first ever "boyhood crush" or my "role model"!!
I think she was the reason my spelling tends to be so bad...I could never concentrate on the lessons!!

[Nicole Erin]

If we misbehaved in class the punishment[?] was that we would have to sit at the desk directly in front of her, so that she could keep a closer eye on us.
...I think she was the reason my spelling tends to be so bad...I could never concentrate on the lessons!!

I bet you were always in trouble
When I was 11, there was this teachers aid, she was 42 at the time.
I don't know why but she was the most beautiful woman in the world I thought. Wasn't anything really special about her either, I don't know what gives. Maybe cause one day I was running late for the bus and she said "David, you are such a handsome guy..." [no nothing like the Mary Kate Letourneau crap..]
She was pretty tall and powerful looking. She is all I ever thought about that year.
I think I tend to dress like she did. Weird

[JoAnnDallas]

My first childhood female crush was the host of a children TV show on the local Channel 13 in Houston, Tx, back in the early 1950's. I got to be a regular on her show. Her name was "Kitrick the Cat". She wore a black Cat boddy suit with a hood and Cat ears. Wishkers painted on her face, black fishnet stockings, and 4" spike high patent leather heels. The opening and ending screens was her sitting on a trpeze bar, swing back and forth with her legs crossed at the knee. Found out later in life that more grown men watched her show than kids did. She always wore perfume and smelled heavenly. She was a favorite at store openings and such, only because the men that were opening these stores had a secret crush on her too. her voice was almost musical. I still have my coveted sign picture of her.

My second childhood crush was Annette Funciello of the orginal Disney Mickey Mouse Club.

[DeeDeeB]

I played Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz when I was five. Got roped into it by my parents. I still remember how much I loved the frilly blue dress that was my costume. Although I hadn't acted much on it until several years ago, I'm sure how cute I felt has been in the back of my mind since then.

Dee

[Angie G]

My first childhood crush was a girl that lived upstairs she lived alone and was one good looking girl She must have been at least 10 years older then me. Istill think of her now and then. Wish I could have wore her clothes.
Angie

[cindyann]

I am still thinking of that spanking

[karynspanties]

I started to dress when I was about 5 or 6 in my moms stuff. But the most vivid memory is when I was 14. I had a friend from school who lived a few blocks down from me on the same street. His mom was divorced and a nurse at nights. I would go down there after school to hang out with him, his mom would always walk around in a white full slip (this was circa 1974). She was always sporting visible panty line through the slip. Nice nylons also. I went down there one day when I knew he was not home just so I could see her. She invited me in to wait for him. As she was getting ready for work I saw a full slip in the dirty basket in the laundry room. I had to hold it up to see how it looked on me. She walked in......busted. Said I would look cute in it and asked if I would like to try it on....I turned beet red...stammered something like "oh no, I was just looking" Can't quite remember. But I do remember her saying that if I ever wanted to try one on to help myself. I could not go back there for two weeks I was sooo embarrased. What a dumba$$. Hind sight being 20/20....I wish I would have taken her up on the offer.....ahhh memories.

[harmony]

growing up in vienna austria many years ago they used to have a fashion show before the start of a movie in a theater.part of it was a model in a black bodysuit and a mask showing bras and girdles.i wanted to be her so badly.....

[Celeste]

When I was 12 or 13 a good friend of my mothers would come over and they would go out for the evening.She was tall,sandy blond, very attractive and always had super tight femme jeans on.She would usually greet me with a little kiss on the cheek.On one visit though my mother was still getting ready and not in the room,she knelt down and didn't just give me a little Peck on the cheek, but a wide open mouth kiss and hugged me real tight so I could feel every bit of her.It went on for quite a while until I heard my mothers footsteps on the stairs,then she broke away and wiped the lipstick off my lips.She looked ,felt and smelled totally sexy and left my heart pounding for hours.I never forgot the trance she put on me.

[Linda C]

Some great stories!! It's fun thinking about those little moments?

[VikkiVixen7188]

O boy... lol

I didnt put it together at the time, but I actually was feminine ever seince I can remember. My first crush was actually the video game charector Chun Li from the Street Fighter series lol. I loved that game and I wanted to be her. I always play as female charectors in video games. Naturally Laura Croft came soon after. My earlier sexual fantasys stared myself as a girl. So Ive always been in touch but I guys I was in denial for several years. I didnt start dressing till recently.

[trannie T]

When I was in Kindergarten we would have a nap time on the floor of the classroom, we each had a small rug to lie on. The other kids would stumble over my legs if they got up during nap time. The girls wore skirts and the other kis seemed not to trip over their legs. One day I went home from school and announced that I wanted to be a girl. My mother thought this was funny and laughed at me. I didn't get to be a girl, I didn't get to wear a skirt to school, darn. In the years since kindergarten I've decided that I did have the right idea.

[danielle_from_cal]

[SIZE=3]It started when I was very young (maybe about 7 years old or so). I just wanted to wear girl's clothes. But it really started to crank up when I was about 13 or 14. After the summer vacation, I remember going back to school and I noticed that many of the girls were wearing makeup. I particularly noticed their eyeliner.[/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3]It was like a switch went off in my brain. I absolutely wanted to be like the other girls. (I actually thought of them as being the "other" girls, not the "real" girls.)[/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3]From that point on I was hooked and I have not looked back. I just love makeup and fashion. It's a part of me.[/SIZE]

[Suzy Harrison]

When I was nine I moved to a new area and a new school.

One of the teachers there was stunning. She dressed beautifully and her application of make up was perfect. I guess she had the perfect face to go with it.
I was mesmerized by her when ever I passed her in the corridor.

A few months later we started a new year and I was moved into her class! Yes there is a god after all.

I made sure I grabbed a desk in the front row on day one and there I stayed to gaze.
I wonder if all that gazing and admiration was because I wanted to be just like her.

I didn't learn much that year, but I was very happy!

[deja true]

I've posted this story before, but it fits so well here, too.

I was about 6 or 7. I was in day school after classes. In the corner of the playroom were two huge boxes filled with cast off clothes for dress up and playtime. When I looked in the girl's box, there was a beautiful midnight blue slip with ecru lace trim on the bodice and hem. Lots of lace. the colors, the feel, the look of it just pulled me in. I dragged it out of the box to see it and my hands were imediately slapped and the magic slip was taken away. The very next day, during nap time , when nobody was looking, I stole it from the dress-up box and hid it in my school bag. I took it home and hid it, only to wear it to bed every night for weeks.

I don't know what happened to it, but if I ever see another one like it, I will surely buy it. It was the start of my fascination and is still a fond and pleasant memory.

[Dalece]

Oh Good Grief I'm suppose to remeber that far back. Lets see I started wearing my mom's clothes when I was 9-10. Until I grew out of them, always wondered how it felt to be a girl. And wished I was a girl In my teens. But thats all until now.

[Joann0830]

Oh Good Grief I'm suppose to remeber that far back. Lets see I started wearing my mom's clothes when I was 9-10. Until I grew out of them, always wondered how it felt to be a girl. And wished I was a girl In my teens. But thats all until now.

As My friend Dalece said You expect me to remember that far back but the only woman I can remember ever looking Striking to me outside of my Mom, I have to say was my Aunt who had the most Beautiful skin and the way she wore her makeup was unbelievable, She worked for Helena Rubenstein. She wore her hair in a bun on the back and then one day she took the hairpins out and her hair was flowing and down to her waist. I wanted to be as Beautiful as the woman of yesteryear. I posted a picture once of my Great Great Grandmother and Wow how much I look like her and she was beautiful.
My daughter said that I was a reincrnated her and here to finish something. Joann0830

[Joy Carter]

Which one would you like to know about ? LoL Ive had this eye women ever since I can recall. When I was fourteen there was this plain Jane looking teacher (twenty six). Red head with freckles and oh so cute. Lets just say there was a potential for head lines, had I acted on her suggestion. I know it wasn't about her clothes. But it's one of my fondest memories.

[DianaGomez]

I was about 7/8 years old and with my mother in a department store. She was buying lingerie and I saw a rack of girls panties on the wall. For the first time (never had anything like that happen before) I got an instant erection and wanted more than anything else in the world to be able to wear those panties. It all went up/downhill from there (depending on your point of view!)

[gwendy]

[SIZE="3"]I suppose that I was a late developer, I always had a boyish fascination with girls underwear but no thought of wearing them , it wasn’t until I was about 15 when baby sitting for a cousin and his beautiful wife: Left all alone I had to check out the laundry basket, lovely undies that smelt amazing and I was soon wearing a pair of her panties (including the inevitable accident), I was hooked.[/SIZE]

[StephanieH]

As for the first lady or girl I had a crush on, that would be tough, but I was always attracted to the feminine form even very early on and did some things that in hindsight kinda' make sense to me now. I was born in 1964, so the world was a little different then.

I never missed the Josie and the Pussycats cartoon on Saturday mornings, in fact, it was my favorite cartoon. In addition to the regular comic books I bought, I also frequently bought the Perils of Pauline, which frequently had the blonde bimbette bound up and caught in some funky situation - didn't know why, but I liked those comics. In elementary school, I thought the pep squad girls looked fantastic in their little white satin with red sequin dance-type outfits - again, didn't know why, just thought that was awesome. Then I won the boy's beauty pageant in the 4th grade wearing a tennis dress and the whole shebang (literally) and all of us in the contest stayed dressed all day - that was a huge day for me and I think, looking back, it was the day I point back to and say, yep, that was the day.

OH! And I've got to mention the biggest female influence on my formative years, Ginger on Gilligan's Island - never missed it and dear Lord I had the hots for that woman!

Take care!

[Lara Smith]

Both my mother and father always worked. We were living in Denver then and had a live in sitter. I was about ten then, she must have been in her twenties and lived in the downstairs apartment of our home. She always wore heels and nylons with seams and pencil skirts. This was in 1960. She was very pretty and sweet and was always home when I got home from school. I would hang out in her room and we would just talk like there wasn't much age difference. One day we were doing just that and she was folding her laundry which was mostly slips, bras and panties. I distinctly remember how she would hold her panties by the waistband with both hands; arms outstretched and look at them before she folded them into neat little squares. This was by no means an overtly sexual or teasing act...just very matter of fact. To this day I can see her sitting there folding her intimate things in the most innocent way. I clearly remember her things and how pretty they were and how badly I wanted to wear them. I had endless fantasies about her noticing my interest and talking me into wearing them.

My mother was Catholic, and it wasn't really until I was in my early teens and going to church on Sunday that the fem mystique really got to me in a meaningful way, even though I had been wearing panties longer than I can remember.

The women at mass were always dressed beyond reproach, and even though they never wore anything revealing in a cocktail dress kind of way, they were sexy and powerful beyond belief...and always PERFECTLY done in every way. That was when it dawned on me how much power women really had, and that the clothing that embellished their femininity was a major portion of that power. They knew they had the power and they knew how to maximize it. I learned that a woman could force you to look at, and desire her whether you wanted to or not and they could do it with the way they dressed. They didn’t even have to know you existed, but they knew they had your attention if you were a male with a heartbeat. All the men looked the same, nice suit and tie. Period. But the women...

Looking at the women in church again spawned endless sexual fantasies. It also taught me something about men that left me feeling very sad. Rape had never made any sense to me until one day it dawned on me that rape had nothing to do with sex. It was only about power. Powerless men refusing to be denied their power, so upset by women's power over them, it was, "I'll show you who's powerful!"

For me, it only made me want to be more like women. Sexual, sensual, soft, smooth, pretty...I just wanted to be and experience that.

Sorry if I got a little off track. Stream of consciousness and all that.

[Ibuki_Warpetal]

Just curious - what was the first time that you became aware of the femme mystique? And was it overpowering?

According to my mom, when I was about 1 year old, and yes, I suppose. A buxom young waitress caught my recently formed eyes and I followed her around intently. My earliest memories revolve around being attracted to feminine things and it certainly did not start as a sexual desire.

Oh - and do you feel like it had an impact on your choices in life?

No, I don't remember it but it was certainly a precursor for my current behaviour.

[Ayame]

I can't remember what I ate for breakfast.