Well, my fiance has know that I like to crossdress for a while now. Shes let me as long as she doesnt hafta see me dressed any. Shes helped me buy clothes numerous times, and even bought me my first wig too. I told her I wanted to transition and become a full on girl. Well, at first, she seemed ok with it and I was like, awesome. She's slowly changing her attitude about it. She doesn't want me to at all now. I've tried compromising with it, but it isn't working. I thought it was just cause she wanted kids, so I pretty much told her I'd keep my junk. No deal there. I don't know what to do now. I don't wanna lose her, but I've wanted to do this since I was really young. I've always wanted to be a woman and live like a woman. This sucks. She knows its not even a sure thing I can. I've not found a shrink to go to yet. I just wanted to rant a little so you can reply if you wanna. April.