I told my SO about 2 months ago about my crossdressing at an early age, and when she asked me if I still do it, I said no.
I'm pretty disappointed in myself, but I'm not a liar. I haven't touched women's clothes since our conversation, and I miss them very much. Fortunately this forum is here, and has helped with that. I can talk to people who are like me, and understand how I feel. It is very exciting to someone who has felt ashamed and wrong by peoples reactions when they had caught me in the past.
I'm not going to stop. I would be living a lie, and squashing a part of myself. But, I'm not a liar, and I will not do it until I have told her I'm going to start again.
I'm soo afraid of her reaction, I love her so much. I feel I need her in my life.
Time to be brave.