I am en femme more than not - including now most days at work.
Today was a guy day ... some travelling and a meeting with a prospective client.
I stopped at a Motorway Service Station which seemed to be a "stopover" point for coach trips to Royal Ascot http://www.ascot.co.uk/index.html
Coach after coach disgorged bevies of beauties!
OK. no exaggerating - I must have seen over 200 women of ALL shapes and sizes .. looking wonderful with full make-up, beautiful summer dresses and heels to die for. Oh and the hats !!!!!!! ... and pretty toenails ... and accessories ....
I was green with envy - and although I have so much freedom to dress, and a partner who fully encourages and supports me - I felt pain that I wasn't "one of the Girls" today .. especially as I have a number of dresses just waiting for an "occasion".
It left me feeling a bit down.
I wish I wasn't so self-centred and get low - almost as if I am sulking like a child because I cant get my own way.
I changed into a dress and heels when I got home - haven't done that (dressing to feel better) for a long time.
I can be silly at times ....
