So I texted the Captain about this earlier and he thought it might be a good thing to bring up here. I started a new job Monday through a temp agency. Because of the way it was set up and that the agency is my employer, the company I work for does not know I'm transgender. To be honest I'm not sure even the job agent I worked with realizes I am trans. But to be very clear on the paperwork I turned in I used my legal gender status (blah) and showed them my id with my legal gender status as well.
Back home, no one at my workplace knew or knows that I'm trans. I kept it very hush hush even though I had started dressing full time male and started hormones.
Now I find myself in the opposite closet... No one at my workplace knows I was born female and just accept me as male. Which don't get me wrong is fricking great in a lot of ways, but in others ways I have this fear of being "found" out. It's a very weird feeling. It's dumb things like if I get caught using the stall sitting down too much will the other guys suspect? I only refer to Mark as my roommate so I'm sort of hiding that I'm gay too even though I'm sure that they suspect it. I come off as a pretty girlie guy.
Anyway it's weird how different the two sides of the fence are. The good news is here if they find out they can't fire me on that cause but they can just fire me without reason. But on the big other hand it's so awesome to just be treated male without any awkward or weirdness resulting from them knowing I'm trans.
So... has anyone else found themselves living in two different closets?