When in girl mode, I feel Free. Don't have to butch it up. Instead of worring about how much you can lift, pondering over how much weight is around my waist sounds less impressive. Putting on nail polish and filing them attract more attention then them being long and dirty. Putting on a pair of fresh new pantyhose as opposed to puting on overalls to go do the lawn or whatever the case may be. I have been thinking about how much a struggle for me it is to actually be a guy and how much easier it is to be a girl. I don't think I would ever be a girl, but dam, it is definite easier to be a girl than a guy. It even causes more stress for because I have to be the norm, of butch it up when I have to.I felt like this for many years, just never really asked about it . Now I am. Am I the only one that feels like this or are there others out there that feel the same way?
Maria