But I can't have it all.......and I can't have it now.
I have to keep telling myself that.
I have been separated from my wife for ~3 months now. I have a 1 bedroom apartment that I call home now. When I come home from work I have been staying glued in front of my computer surfing the Internet for new stuff....... things that I have wanted since I was a young child. Dresses, makeup, panties, boobs, wigs, etc. so I can finally realize my other self.
I find myself wanting everything now. Then I think to myself [SIZE=1](in a Gabby Hayes voice)[/SIZE] "Self; you better slow down. That credit card isn't a bottomless pit."
"I know you need to support President Bush's economy and everythin', but you can't do it all by your lonesome."..... [SIZE=2]end talking to self[/SIZE].
I know this is going to take time, and as with all good things, this wish will eventually come true.
Since this web site found me (I know I didn't find it), I have been more open about myself than I ever have...... to anyone..!!!!
Wow, this is getting kind of scary. But one thing I am certain of, I'm not the only one here that has had these thoughts.
Just thought I'd pour out some of my psyche on y'all. Hope I didn't get any on you. A little club soda should get the stain out though.
If anyone else would like to share, that would be great. I feel necked standing out here all alone.....