[SIZE="3"]Read a post from my blog exactly 2 years ago after I had just told my gf about Kristen, have I changed alot in a short time. It has changed from something I did to who I am. Compare to my latest post.
Where are you compared to the past, would love to hear about it.[/SIZE]
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[SIZE="4"] 2 Years Ago[/SIZE]
[SIZE="2"]Entry for July 22, 2006
Week 3......A lot has happened in three short weeks, we both feel this is a new beginning, there are still some rocky subjects, the largest is me going out with the girls, but we are working on it. Told her we would go to drag night me in drab, introduce her to the girls and show her what goes on. She asked to see some pictures of me. after showing her some of my posts here and pictures of the girls I meet and chat with here, Her comment was, "Not the most beautiful woman". That started a conversation that started ended in her wanting to do my makeup one time, her Idea of what I should look like is different, wig and makeup colors. The fact that she has taken a get involved approach put alot of my fears to rest. She feels she has found a GF as well as a lover in me, and she has opened up to me so much, and our "romance in the bedroom has taken a tremendence upward spike. A comment she made was "After what you told me I couldn't top anything that I have on my mind". I am very much surprised at her reactions and very pleased, I just keep trying to remember it's not all about me, we have gone out county line dancing ,something we have talked about doing for some time now, and will keep trying new things. I made a comment in a past post, "Amazing a person can only know about another person what they are willing to tell", they was a complete side of me I was not willing to show to anyone , I wasn't until I was happy and realized just who I was.
Again Thanks for all the help and comments, took a long time to get here a difficult one, but the best things in life are not handed to you on a Silver platter you have to work at them for you to appreciate them. [/SIZE]
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[SIZE="4"]6 Months Ago[/SIZE]
[SIZE="3"]TG weekend in Atlantic City
Well I did it 3 Days in Atlantic City Totally enfem, what a FANTASTIC time. Started off on a high note when I was checking in, my room is comped so I had to show my male ID and desk clerk said I'm sorry but Mr. Kelly has to check in and sign in. I said he is, that’s me. Treated me as a woman called me Ms. Kelly.
Later went to the pool in my 1 piece bathing suit, had a terry cover up over walking into the pool, which I took off as soon as I got there, for a second felt like first time out, but no reaction had dark glasses on so could look around without others seeing me and no one was looking, did wonders for the ego. Did that 2 days and was very crowded 2nd day, same reaction nothing, except got hit on by 60ish Latin man.
Another time was in Ladies room in Bally's came out the stall and security guard came out right after me I washed my hands and so did she and not a second glance.
It was wasn't the only time had to interact there were many but 1 time I had to call a slot attendant, she looked at my comp card then asked for my name must have thought was my husbands card.
Over all did wonders for the ego this weekend. I was dressed just like all the other GG's all weekend long, capris, shorts, tee and casual tops, sandals and sneakers, except for the club, when I went out Friday night didn't blend there, was out in mini skirt, red top showing a lot of cleavage and 4" silver stacked heels. Was 1 of the older people there, lots of younger gg's girls came up to me and danced and had pics taken with them. The rest of the weekend I did blend well having my own hair I do have to say helps me alot, I was using very little make-up during the daytime, found I was getting missed and maamed when out many other times before in "Drab" so during the daytime kept it to a minimum and it worked for me well.
Over all the comfort I have with being out, and who I am, and acting like I belonged there, and my mannerisims made me invisible, and that can be a good thing.[/SIZE]