Hello everyone,
I have finally reached another breaking point in my crossdressing "hobby" as I've come to call it over the years. The last time I felt this strongly about doing something was when I finally decided to go outside dressed no matter what the cost. Well, it's happened again...
Today I logged onto a website that I have been eyeing up for some time now and knew it was only going to be a matter of time before I did this. The website is http://www.globaldrug.tv and as you may guess from its name, they sell female hormones and many other drugs without the need for a prescription. I purchased 112 tabs of 2mg Progynova, (Estrogen) and 100 tabs of 100mg Aldactone, (anti-androgen). This is enough for a 3 month supply and the cost of them was low at $85.00 including oversea shipment.
My order should arrive within 10-14 days and I can barely take the anticipation of beginning them. According to the manufacturer I should begin realizing subtle changes within 3-4 weeks after starting on them.
Before all the replies, emails or private messages begin arriving about this let me state the following. (1) Yes, I am doing this on my own without the assistance of a physician. (2) Yes, I know all of the dangers and/or risks involved in doing this. (3) No matter what the argument is, I am doing/need to do this anyway and I will no matter the risk. (4) At the very first sign of any type of the possible side effects or dangers listed per each medication I will see a health care provider immediately. (5) I am prepared for the worst should it happen, (which it won't) and have made peace with myself. (6) Yes, I am a bit scared but the need outweighs that feeling. (7) I'll see you ladies at the sale racks.
Thanks for hearing me out and letting me get this off of my chest. Love & kisses to all.
Cassandra