While CD is something that I love to do, I also feel forced to continue. If i could I would love to just turn the key and be just a guy. Why do I have this addiction to be a girl too? I agree with Ashley. Last night after a baseball game in Phoenix I said goodbye to my friends and dashed off to my hotel and dressed up in my finest and had a drink at a very nice, fancy bar in Phoenix. I only had time for one cocktail and then had to go back to be ready in the morning for an early flight. Why did Charlie need that last quick outing in high heels, fancy gown and done up hair? It was dumb....also sexy! I would love to stop.......but can't!