I have been all over the place lately with my TGness.
What am I? Crossdresser or more?
Although I have thought a lot about transitioning most of my life I never did as I did not believe I would be a convincing enough woman.
My thinking has recently changed.
Do I care if I am not totally passable? I am not 5 foot 4 and 110 lbs and never will be.
What do I seek?
I seek to be happy.
I want to present as a woman as best I can. I love the feeling of being feminine. It is the trappings of femininity that attracted me to this lifestyle when I was pre school and I love them just as much today - if not more.
Is dressing and going out occasionally enough or do I take the step and make plans to transition?
I would say time will tell but that is running out.
How do we know?
Jan
PS I have always felt that one would only transition if one felt she had absolutely no choice - now I'm not so sure.