I am sitting in the corner of the library dressed in girls' fitted jeans and a normal girls' t-shirt. I cannot even force myself to get out of my seat and get a drink of water. I fear that the people around me, if they see me (and i know i shouldnt care), will point, laugh, and make comments directed towards me. Worse yet, what happens if someone i know sees me...I would be outed to the world. This process really is a slow one. To any girls out there...and i am one of them, who cannot force themselves to complete a simple task like mine, take your time. Be patient. The time will come and you will enjoy every second of it when it does. Maybe my time will come tonight in the library. Who knows? Until then, enjoy what you normally do while dressed as a girl or just in everyday teenage girl's clothes like me now.
xoxo katie