As some of you will know, 6 months ago I decided to transition. The desire seemed to come all of a sudden and for a while I worried that maybe I was rushing into it. But for all that time I have never had second thoughts - just a little concerned how all of this might turn out.
Things seem to move really quickly at first with the doctor immediately referring me to a therapist, who in turn immediately referred me to an endocrinologist - then things seemed to slowly grind down.
First of all he couldn't see me for two months, then I had to wait another month for blood tests, then he would only put me onto the anti-androgens as he still needed another letter from my therapist.
Now another two months on, he's got the letter and I have an appointment on Thursday 11 Dec. Hopefully the hormones will start on that day. If I get deferred again it's going to be awful. In a way I feel I'm rushing but in another way I feel I can't go fast enough.
Have any others felt this way?