Nicki,
No worries whatsoever honey. I'm grateful for all the candid comments on these forums. The one thing I really want to take away from all this is to learn and grow as a person. And I can only do that by listening to you and so many others like you in here that have so many great thoughts to offer. One thing I have learned about accepting who I am is that I couldn't do that until I learned acceptance of all others, regardless of who they were.
Love and kisses!
Pandora