Its nice to have u on this forum, its just that i noticed as if u r abit frustrated because of the kind or responses u get from this forum thats wy i send u that long possibly boring post. I think any "sensible" CD must have tried getting rid of CDing just like u did. If i can get a pill that can "cure" my Cding i will take it right now no hesitation.

I dont enjoy CDing here in my country there are no joints for CDs that i know of, so mixing with other CDs has nt been possible, and going out dressed to have fun is like risking my life so wy should i encourage CDing or like CDing, CDing to me is an excess baggage, but the way u insinuate is as if most of the pple on this forum are happy to be CDs or are nt doin enough to rid themselves of CDing but like u said it i should enjoy my "soft day" no i dont have any soft day just because i accept CDing, accepting CDing doesnt mean having a "soft day" to accept CDing is harder than fighting it in my own opinion, cos i use to look down on anything not masculine before/wen i was young this days i know better. Tek care.