Lisa Golightly wrote:
It may be semantics, but I find it bemusing that so many people on this site need to say they find men 'repulsive'... I'm sure when they look at themselves in the mirror they smile and think 'looking good'... In my TS state I really did find looking at this man in the mirror truly repulsive.
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deja true wrote:
Yeah, hunnies, it's the "I find men repulsive thing" that I don't get either. Does that leave you in a constant state of self-loathing when you're not dressed?
Ask any average straight man how he feels about having another man hug him intimately, caress his buttocks, slide his hand between his legs, and deep kiss him and you'll get the same answer. Then ask him how he feels about having a man's penis in his mouth. Then ask him how he feels about giving and receiving anal sex with a man. I'm guessing you're starting to get the idea. Funny, a lot of women feel the same way about giving oral sex to another woman. Not everyone is fascinated with homosexual or bisexual behavior, or is curious to try it. Some things we just feel disgusted by. No, I don't find my own body disgusting, but I'm not turned on by looking in the mirror either (though I'm guessing some people who are here, are). We simply have absolutely no interest in having sex with another male, no matter if he is dressed up to look like a woman or whatever. Unfortunately, for those of you who are bi curious, it seems you cannot fathom that concept. Since you are bi-curious or whatever, it just seems to you that everyone must be. And you're wrong.

Throughout my life, males have always been competitive. Even friends were always trying to take advantage of me, cheat me. One went behind my back to steal a job from me. Even today, one of the guys at work lies to me, trying to get me to do things at work that I wouldn't ordinarily do. When I was a teen, another dated a girl he knew I had a crush on, in fact, he didn't pursue her until he knew I liked her, then flaunted it in my face. He didn't do it because he liked her, he did it because he knew I wanted her, and he only dated her until she had sex with him, then he dumped her and told me what a fool she was. Nice, real nice. And this goes on all the time. Insecure men are constantly always trying to get 'one up' on the competition, every other guy. And it sucks. There's not a single guy I feel that I can completely trust.

Me, I was sexually abused throughout my childhood. It involved oral and anal acts, and it's not something that I ever wish to experience again. When I go into a locker room at a club, the scent of sweaty male bodies, to me, smells absolutely disgusting. Maybe you like it, if so, then go enjoy yourself. Me, I find it repulsive. And nothing you can say will change that.