In my early years I would say for me it was a 'dress up game'.
In my teens in was a sexual thing something I thought I would 'grow out of'.
In was only in my 20s & 30s that things started to 'get complicated' and my crossdressing became less sexual and more wanting to wear and liking to wear women's clothes, this is also the period of guilt, confusion, depression, secrets and lies etc etc.
In my 40s after a long and very hard road I have learnt to accept myself for who I am no more secrets and lies just honesty.
Rach
