Like many others here, my male side is like some foreign entity that I just have to accept. Yes, of course, it's nice to just shrug it all off and not have to worry about plucking every stay hair or worrying that I'm only attractive with the right lighting, to just put on a t-shirt and jeans and be what I'm thought to me. But that's all just whining about the upkeep, the upkeep we all need to do having not been born women. But to just awaken and be a woman? To feel that peace? Christ, I'd sign-up in an instant!
Sometimes I'll just lay around after I do the bath/shower/shave thing, after I attach my breasts (with hollister's, always a must if I'm to feel right), wearing only a bra, pantyhose, slip, and a little lipstick. With my skin and form as it should be, I really love the feeling of being so natural, without all the other makeup, wig, etc., and would so welcome NOT having to do anything else to fully feel myself as outwardly feminine as I feel inside. Really, I have such a love-hate thing with the next must-dos. Like most of you, I LOVE putting on makeup and glamorizing myself, it's such heaven!!!!!! Don't get me wrong there! But what a wonderful world it would be if I could just roll myself out of bed and be a girl. Of course, any girl would say that it's not easy to be gorgeous, it takes a lot of work. But for us, good lord... It can be maddening!
Robyn
