Quote Originally Posted by MissBobbi View Post
Now it just seems pointless. What is to be gained by crossdressing? It just doesn't make me feel good anymore.............But I can't go outside in guy mode wearing pantyhose or someother mix of male and female clothing;
I think your words explain why you are having these feelings. The reason we dress is to feel something, a desire to express part of our personality. But doing so trapped inside your house means that you cannot get what we all really want - the acceptance and appreciation from others of our feminine projection. The "high" of femininity revolves around the admiration of others so dressing up for yourself in front of a mirror can eventually lead to feelings of pointlessness.

Some people address this issue by taking photos and sharing them on forums like this one but ultimately the best solution is to get outside and socilaise. The more you take ownership of your dressing and properly integrate it into your life, the more meaning it has. Still you should not expect a buzz to remain part of your experience all your life. Like all things it will eventually diminish over time but it can be replaced with other good feelings.