Hi everyone,
This is my first post. Im looking for advice on how to take my CDing forward and into my next relationship.
From a very early age I new I had a desire to wear ladies underwear. Over the years and several girlfriends I would sneak five minutes in there worn garments to satisfy my cravings. I have recently divorced my wife of 12 yeras with whom I had something of an experimental sexual relationship with. It was during this time we discovered A sex and the pleasures both of us got from it. At no point did I ever share my desires to cd with her but I would buy her plastic underwear, sheer garments and piles of panties. All of which i couldn't wait to get into when she was out of the house.
During the last 2 years stress levels at work have driven a need with in me for more and more sexual experimentation. This has included dressing in sexy night attire including stockings and heals. I felt totally amazing and vowed to work on my look and invest time in really looking like a woman. This has developed my fantasy to have full blown lesbian style sex with another woman. . Having a woman make love to me felt so right. Again it was totally liberating
The question behind all of this is where do I start in finding my next partner? I need this to be part of my life all be it behind closed doors. Should I look for a bi-sexual girl. I have read this site briefly and there are a confusing array of acronyms & descriptions for different genders. I have no desire to be bi myself. I absolutely adore women . I would be OK with a masculine woman but would she be ok with me.
Any help for 'the new guy' would be greatly appreciated.
