I would have sooner blown my head off (almost did) than have sex with a man as a man. That is how powerful homophobia can be. Transitioning has given me the ability to accept myself and I'm not talking about hormones, I accepted my attraction to men before I started taking hormones. I said all the same things I have heard here some of which seems to be CD mantra. I'm sure these things are true for the people saying them but they were not true for me. The fact is dressed or not my sexual fantasies as far back as I can remember consisted of me be a woman with a man (or girl with a boy when I was younger) I kinda wish I would have let my self be "gay" because now hormones have rendered me useless so while sex is fun for sure it is orgasm-less.
OH and Misty is not a CD we're not sure what she is yet : P love ya girl!
