It is hard to work tonight. On a 12 hr shift there is plenty of time to think and as of lately I've been doing a lot of it. I'm preoccupied by a lot of thoughts, one of which I've been thinking about the past few days. I have a female friend who I think is fairly open minded and would like to confide in her my secret. It is great being able to share thoughts with everyone on here, but I would like to be able to share them with a local friend as well. Maybe even get some pointers on makeup and stuff.
I can't wait 'til 6 A.M. rolls around, I'll go home and relax, not sure what to put on yet. It is impossible to wear any fem things to work as we have to change in and out in a common locker room, so I don't even have that comfort right now.
I guess you can say I am down in the dumps right nowand any thoughts and opinions on the matter would be great.