The feeling of going out will get better, you did good. Nice story too. If your apartment is that close to the parking lot, you might consider something other than heels to walk out to the car.
Dana, I just had to feel what it was like to walk outside in heels. It's one of those things I have always wanted to do. I practice walking in heels a lot so I can get around OK with them on. Thanks for the nice comment!
The crossdressing community is one that needs to stick together and continue to be there for each other for whatever one needs. We are always trying to improve the forum to better serve the crossdresser in all of us.