Today was the 3rd meeting with a theripist, it is also the last meeting.
I am angry and writing in my truck on a small laptop so forgive the grammer and spelling.
I was told by this theripist that my CDing was a way for me to get the best of both worlds. He feels that by CD ing I am avoiding the responsibilites of being a man and enjoying the soft feel of womens clothes to to escape the stress of the male defined world. By only being a closet CDer I am still able to enjoy the good parts of the male world and am skirting the inherent problems with womanhood.
At this point i carefully explained that the woman inside me that I was hiding was the onl;y thing keeping me from smacking him.
I have the greatest respect for all of you who have taken the long and sometimes painfull road to to cross the "pink" line. For those of us that straddle the line and cannot or will not cross over for whatever reason I do not feel that we are looking for the best of both worlds, we only a small piece of the worlds we have chosen.
I for one will accept and enjoy this part of my life and embrace any and all who wish to reside here.
Thanks for letting me vent.
Wonderwho
