OH WOW,OH HELL! : I TOLD my SO last night.....now we have a dress up happening asap..

[closetcd17]

OH WOW!!

Sorry,I'm still sort of in shock.I don't know what came over me last night.MY SO was feeling sorta blue after having had a bad work-week and a tummy ache that night,so I decided to make plans to go to a fun Bar/Club with a cool "theme" that evening.

Long story short we bought drinks,sat around and talked as she was really getting into the music.After someone spilt my drink,we sat again by the dancefloor.
She started giggling and chuckling about how feminine I can be.[NOTE: I had about 2 strong rum and cokes in me by now]....then I did my usual anxious thing where I asked if that bothers her at all.She assured my my being a fem-male isn't a bother for her at all.We then got around to discussing the occasion where she dressed and made me up...

She again mentioned how fun it was then but that she'd never "make" or "torture" me like that again.By now I was (mentally) foaming at the mouth and I let out something along like : "It wasn't that bad....I had more fun than I realized looking back on it..."
That shocked her some,and my heart was pounding in my ears by now,thankfully drowned out by the distant dance floor music.

So since I already "opened the flood gates" I just dove in less ambiguously and said I would like to try doing it again (dressing and making me up).I then got super anxious/upset that she'd think I was gay/wanting to transition,etc.She calmly reassured me she didn't think that at all and even joked that she knows I'm not full on gay and gonna leave her because I" love her. "We laughed,I felt better.

She agreed to make/dress me again but set no date (my CD part was like "aaaaahhhhhhh!"),lol.
So we talked more,changed the subject 1800 times ,drank,danced our heads off and went home where we drank and gabbed about more silly/fun stuff about like in general.

Being as tipsy as I was,I kept bringing it up (which in SOBER hindsight now,likely did not come off as "casually" as I hoped) that I'd like to do this soon.

So ,now,hopefully tonight it will happen,or for sure this weekend (lol tonight if I can help it!)