As I have grown up with the idea that I was a GIRL, well, let me rephrase, that I was not a BOY, and then started to like to wear exclusively girls attire in secrecy, where else! This started before any sexuality had surfaced, but quickly became somehow tight into sexuality when it started to become prevalent.
I am not sure that out of extreme confusion in my brain at that time I knew without the doubt that I was a Girl, but I felt that being a Boy wasn't right and being a Girl would had been a fulfillment of desire to be true.
Then at age 16 I had a epiphany moment a eureka of self identity when one day, walking from school I KNEW right then and there that [SIZE="3"]I in fact WAS a GIRL!!!!![/SIZE]
The awakening moment lasted a day and slowly, due to denial, drifted into subconscious to surface 26 years later with gazers of emotional turmoil.
I have read here recollection that some of you didn't know until real late in life, but I am so hesitant to buy into this realm, as I believe there had to be some, perhaps minute, perhaps faint, but some inclination in early years of some sort of glimpse into desire to be or just faint stimuli leading to the thought of femininity.
[SIZE="3"]So, when you really digress into your past do you faintly see the possibility that you knew all along but denied or didn't really pay attention to that faint dream whisper??????[/SIZE]
