First of all, I hope the moderators don't find this post to be offensive in any way. If so, I can understand if it's deleted.
I'm 60, and "things" don't work the way they used to. My doc gave me some testosterone cream but it only increased my anxiety levels and I stopped using it. My wife and I are no longer interested in sex. Life is much better for us without it. Being retired I've become the dressed housewife so she can come home from work without a care to keep up the house.
This has also made me more wanting to live my life as a woman. I'm very sure I won't make a full transition but I am also sure I can live the role as a woman. I've already experimented going out and confiding in friends who know and accept me for who I am. I love shopping for myself and treating myself to some wonderful styles of clothing and being a woman more full time. I feel more like a woman and doing the things a woman does like going to the salon or things like shopping. I love being with the women instead of my male friends. Does this make sense?
It seems like I'm really starting to take a greater interest in just being a woman.
I'm just wondering if I'm experiencing later life in the same way as other more mature CD's when "things" seem to fade and shrink away.
It wouldn't matter at this point if I had some "partial surgery" to remove "the boys" because it just wouldn't matter.
Over 60 replies welcomed!
Cheryl Ann
