It's good to have high expectations of those we ask to help us and that they can truly change our lives for the better, but perhaps this may be a bit too much. Maybe?
I know it's impossible. I'm just wired this way. I'm trying. At the end of my therapy session, I was trying to make my therapist not worry that I wanted to die. I was worried about her feelings. I don't know how to stop that. I'm trying - I promise you.
The crossdressing community is one that needs to stick together and continue to be there for each other for whatever one needs. We are always trying to improve the forum to better serve the crossdresser in all of us.