The urge to crossdress will be stronger knowing exactly where you left all your things. CD'ing is a part of who we are, nothing will ever change that. Instead of hiding from problems, we need to deal with them (myself too, I got a lot of issues). Not that crossdressing is a problem, there is nothing wrong with who we are. Once we accept ourselves and become happy with who we are, the urge to purge will be non-existent.