So, I have a group I am going to go to a meeting with. I am not required to dress but I have been to the meetings and the others are dressed. So, I thought to myself, "I am going to try to get the courage to go as Vicki". Alas, my insecurities have kicked in. The meeting is tomorrow night. So it will be starting to get darker when I go, but it won't be the late late (we early morning) hours I have gone out before (when no one was around).
My GF said I look great and that she really does not think anyone will even wonder. So I have that, but still, I am frigging nervous.
Aaaaaaaa
Ok, thank you for reading. I at least expressed some energy. Now to get the bad energy out and go for it. (aaaaak!).
