Agreed. I never feel more genuine that when I am crossdressing. This is the reality and it is a kind of deep reality that doesn't exist normally. I think we probably all experience this differently but for me it it about attaining a deep sensation of who I am and tapping deep into a feminine side that otherwise remains mysterious to me.
It taps me into a rich reality so much that I think I want to transition, but not sure. Either way, it is a very cool and deep feeling and I like talking about it with friends who are equally fascinated.