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    Secretary Extraordinaire ShayLeigh Dominique's Avatar
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    To paraphrase Prince, "I'm not a woman, I'm not a man; I'm something that I cannot comprehend..."

    I truly feel stuck in the middle with "clowns to the left of me, jokers to the right..." I have never really fit fully anywhere I've gone, anywho I've been...

    I've had my "Man Card" pulled by "alpha males" so often that I think it's been permanently revoked. I have lived with being "XY" for so long that I'm not sure I have the ability or strength to "cross the line" permanently. I have acquired trappings of masculinity, but never really became masculine. I learned the thought processes of femininity (or a very twisted and male mutilated version thereof), but never received the guidance to become feminine. I am a chimera. A mosaic being, with pieces of all but belonging to none but myself... Even in a crowd I feel alone...

    So, short answer... Yes? What is "woman"? I think I have a mind-body disconnect somewhere and I am experiencing rejection symptoms like a transplant gone horribly, terribly wrong...

    Oh holy Christmas... I just realized exactly how much downer that was. And yet, I can't (won't) change it. If I do, how is this any different from what I have done for decades before? I only hope that if you read this and identify with it, know you aren't alone...
    Last edited by ShayLeigh Dominique; 05-27-2015 at 11:05 AM.
    “Anybody can look at a pretty girl and see a pretty girl. An artist can look at a pretty girl and see the old woman she will become. A better artist can look at an old woman and see the pretty girl that she used to be. But a [master] artist [...] can look at an old woman, portray her exactly as she is...and force the viewer to see the pretty girl she used to be...and more than that, he can make anyone [...] see that this lovely young girl is still alive, not old and ugly at all, but simply prisoned inside her ruined body. [...] Look at her, [... growing] old doesn't matter to you and me; we were never meant to be admired - but it does to them.” ― Robert A. Heinlein, Stranger in a Strange Land

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