Growing up I never felt like a woman but I always crossdressed and never knew why. For years I thought I was "just" a crossdresser, just a man who liked to dress in women's clothes. Now I realize I'm neither 100% male nor 100% female, but likely bigender of some kind. I'm definitely on the transgender spectrum. I identify as a male and as a female, or some blend of both, or neither. In an ideal world I would transition to live fulltime as a woman but I don't think I would get HRT or SRS. I only want to get rid of my beard, and maybe get some breasts (or not, Im pretty happy being a flat chested mtf but Ive always wondered what it's like to actually have breasts). The idea of being a hybrid of male and female intrigues me. I dont want to undergo voice training - I like talking in my normal voice, maybe dropping out the deepest register though.
To answer the question, I feel like I am partially a woman who wishes to be more of a woman but not transition fully.
