I stopped at the grocery on the way home tonight. 6 pm is an amazing time for people watching. I saw men and women but really noticed the women tonight. They were wearing everything from jeans and t shirts to dresses. As I looked, a realization came to me. I don't want to present as a woman. I want to be the girl in jeans and sexy undies.

Maybe it was the realizing that I could never pull the fancy clothing off. Whatever or was, I realized I don't want to buy dresses and heels. But I really like my panties and undershirts. I love painting my nails, shaving my chest. I really love my shaved legs. However, I don't really want to wear a dress or try to pass. I'm happy to wear my panties everyday and i love to shave my face and prep for work while wearing a chemise. I guess it's just further proof that in odd.