Hey girls,

It's been quite a while since I last posted something here, because I needed this time to figure myself out. Concerning my sexual orientation I found out that I'm bi! :D
As for my identity I'm still in the dark..
For a few months now I've been developing my male body (building muscle and whatnot) and let me be honest, it feels great. This was my way of understanding my sexuality too, by allowing my body to grow how it's supposed to grow so I can have a clear mind.
I saw this dream last night though.. that I was in my best female form, socializing. I had almost forgot how amazing it felt being out in the open like a true lady.
Now I'm 18 years old and I feel stuck between two paths. Keep building up my male body and continue life as is, or switch gears and attempt to reach my most feminine self?
The second choice is so tempting.. I've been browsing for clothes all morning. Besides, I already have a big ass as a man hahaha
In all seriousness though, I need your thoughts on this.

Thank you for your help!! <3