Hello Everyone,
So recently I've thinking a lot about my identity and expression of this identity, I am a straight closeted crossdresser.
When I'm around people like family or friends, I get this feeling that I'm being fake and I'm pretending to be someone that isn't me, this makes me feel sad and depressed and lonely, it makes me feel that I'm trapped in a cage that only I can see. Revealing my true self can completely turn my life into a nightmare, as there no one I can trust with my little secret for how humiliating it would be to do.
It's just unfair to face these feelings.. Sometimes I think that I'm waiting for my life to end in the hope of a next life where things wouldn't be this tough and ugly.
Sorry for my sad post, but I really needed to express these feeling.
Love.
Rose.
