Quote Originally Posted by LelaK View Post
No one here wants you to be dead. Who nearly killed you last month? We want everyone to be happy and alive.
Things reached the point in which it was transition or die. I tried pushing things off in order to freeze sperm but living part time in my apartment while presenting as male in public just got to be too much of a mental toll on my health to where I just wanted to end it if it meant not having to be trans. I started HRT last Sunday. 4th session of laser on Weds.

Facially, as the fat shifts around, I should have no problem as long as laser does a lot of magic before I start on electro, if I can even afford that and right now, it doesn't look all that great financially speaking.

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Quote Originally Posted by Rogina B View Post
Danielle,One of the problems with forums like this is that it can " ramp things up" so that people don't see the individuality of their own situation...they just get caught up in the discussion. They become crazy to charge ahead without the thought of how to do it in the best way for themselves. Make the effort to stay under control without the drama and seek the professional guidance that is available to you at HB.
i am seeing a therapist and have been since November.

Strong religious upbringing makes being trans not so easy. thankfully being on HRT has ended the depression. Still, new wardrobe won't be cheap.