Two things of major importance have happened to me this month. First, I found and joined this site and began receiving great support, encouragement and ideas. Second, I jumped a major hurdle last night when I shared it all with my SO. I took to heart the advice here and I couldn't have asked for a more supportive, loving and encouraging response. My SO is all in on helping me discover and become and she expressed it not as willingness but as her desire and pleasure. Brought me to tears. So happy and excited for next steps, I'm a lucky girl.