As I'm new to this, and I look at my internal thought structure and what I really want, I've seen something that is somewhat puzzling to me.
When I first started out a few weeks ago, I was drawn to "girly" things. The girlier and frillier the better. You know, pink, with lace and bling. In trying to figure out how to convey what I was feeling, I came up with "It gives me a great deal of pleasure to wear things that make me feel feminine and pretty."
But in the last week or so, I see that fading. For example, was looking a women's wallets in Walmart (someone said on another thread that it's completely incongruous to pull a man's wallet out of a purse), and saw one in a bright pink metallic sparkle - something that was definitely "girly". But I was, like, "No, eww, that's not me."
Is this just a mood swing thing? Shifting hormone balances?
Does anyone else experience anything like this?
