When I first dressed it was forced on me. But I very quickly found I liked the pleasure it afforded. As I grew the pleasure built so that I seemed unable to stop. Around the age of 10 I was now dressing fully as often as I could. At age 17 I left home and joined the service in hopes the strict male environment would "cure" me of the need to dress. Of course it didn't as after boot I quickly picked up right where I had quit. But now I had new issues to face. Discovery of my secret activity would cause me to lose my position. And if caught while dressed I could be thrown in jail as dressing at the time was illegal! But I was unable to stop it seemed to me. So I learned to be careful of any give ways. I was able to survive over 20 years active service with a spotless r
