I totally do Charlotte, though I'm not sure I would say I mourn it. I think you really got robbed by being hospitalized during those same years so mourning is appropriate. I just wish I wasn't so hung up back then on what others might think--I wish I would have just enjoyed my life guilt-free. I also wish I still had that body! but I don't mourn it. Maybe you are just now catching up to mourning what you lost? Grief is weird...and you look great now!
