Today I got to thinking about what life would be like if I decided to live "out" as Nancy full-time, the way I understand pre-operative transsexuals do as a way of ensuring it's the right thing for them. And then I got to wondering what it would be like if, after trying it for some months, I were to change my mind and go back to living my male persona the bulk of the time and saving the Nancy time for special occasions. Have any of you gone that route? If so, how did you deal with the friends, business associates, etc., who saw you start it and then change your mind?
